Letting you go ..

Every congrats word I say
when you say that you are happy
when you said that he was the one you were waiting for
all of this is falsehood

every smile on my lips
when you say he is your soul mate
when you say you want to live with everything this is falsehood

so smart I am acting
cover all love in the chest
I try to bury this taste
freeing up my wish for your presence

in silence, in solitude, without tears
I tried to let you go
not because I’m resigned
not because I gave up
but because I believe in God’s destiny

Quency, April 2nd

I am a cheater ..

I am a cheater
who have never been able to admit my heart
who can never express my wish
who can never welcome your feeling

even though the feeling is there
I can’t admit my jealousy
you are dew drops in my life
But, I dare not face reality

look at my eye and say you don’t love me
hold my hand and say you don’t miss me
hug me and say you want to go away from me
your departure will bring part of my life

Quency, April 12th

Why Love is Painful

on a rose that blooms
and the gurgling of the flowing river water
I leave my longing
on hope of happiness

I tried to translate the meaning of your presence
You are a melodious song of my soul song
you are a bright light in my life
You are my dream, passion and desire

but reality feels like a whip
who ripped my heart
kill every hope
and pass every dream and goal

your love disappears carried away by the wind
leaving pain and tears
the choking chest
and blurs all flavors

at the intersection
there are only two choices in my life
live to continue to love you in misery
or die happy in solitude

Quency, April 15th

You makes me happy ..

i love the sparkle in your eyes
i love the smile on your face
i love at the warmt of your Embrace
i love to wake up in your arms

being near you makes me happy
being near you makes me realize the beauty of the world
being near you makes me perfect
being near you is the purpose of my life

I’m happy I’m the reason for the rays in your eyes
I’m happy to be the reason for the smile on your lips
I’m happy to be the reason for your sadness
I’m happy to be the reason for the struggle in your life

you have light to my soul
you help me to be whole
you are The angel from above
who taught me how to love

Quency, january 21st
Queensha Putri

My laoshi (Teacher) ..

laoshi
that’s how I call him
big people who never give up
spread science and knowledge

he loves science like loving rain
which always removes heat
and replace it with coolness and freshness

he loves science like loving the sun
which removes darkness
and replace it with light

he loves science like leaves love the tree
who can always provide shade
which always benefits

he loves science like humans love oxygen
without which there is no life
without which all will disappear

don’t give up laoshi
your spirit, your dedication,
in sharing knowledge
will change this world for the better

Quency, march 15th
Queensha Putri

I Love You ..

I love you
Like trees love flowers
Which always gives beauty
And always spread charm

I love you
Like a beetle loves flowers
Those who sincerely give honey
Who never complains to the one he loves

I love you
Like a rainbow loves the sky
which gives color to life
That casts beauty

I love you like the moon loves stars
Who never left the night
Who is always loyal to darkness

I love you
Like grass loving rain
Which always provides coolness and freshness
bring the scent of love to life

That’s my love for you
Unspeakable words
It cannot be interpreted logic

Quency, April 5th
Queensha Putri